Everything you say and the illusion of you even speaking to me is just
coming from pure awareness itself. Absolutely nothing has any inherent existence.
All those stories on your site must be pure fantasy, and have no truth. All is created
by Self that is trying to get me to sway a certain way to make her (it, whatever) wake up.
I realize you can't really explain anything to me, you can only destroy my mind and dogmatic thought patterns because you don't exist. Everything we are talking about is a lie.
Everything is coming off as unreal to me, and absolutely done with searching for guides outside my Self. I keep having these dreams that transition perfectly into the waking state..
You and I are similar in the sense that our Selves kind of "set us up" to be awakened whether
we wanted to or not.
My only question is, does awakening have to be painful? The emotion is overwhelming!
I experienced no pain. What is your experience and can you locate who or what is experiencing pain? If there is a perception of pain, but NO ONE to whom it is happening, it is just an occasion in consciousness. It seems that you are saying there is still a person experiencing negative emotions or negative physical sensations.