Self-Knowledge and Self-Realization

The Joy Deepens for Rajiv:

Indescribable joy was what I experienced in todays morning dhyaan. Master nothing I write or say can actually describe it. It was like every cell of my body was EXPLODING with joy. There is no way in the world anything can contain such a joy. Every other joy, feeling, pleasure in the past that I have ever experienced FADED in comparison. EVERYTHING that a human being can ever experience or imagine or perceive IS NOTHING as compared to this. 

There were periods of nothingness when everything seemed to have stopped like yesterdays dhyaan and then this joy. I have no idea whether I am talking from memory or whether that is my real nature because there is no finger to point. There is no mind to track anything. Again there was awareness yet no idea how so much time passed away.

This time the sinking at the back was in such force that  I reached astral too. I felt my physical as well as my astral body BOTH at the same time. I could remain in the two bodies absolutely together. In the subtle astral realm my mind was in full operation but the indescribable joy of causal or beyond CANNOT be tracked, pointed or traced. It was deeper for me to conclude the origin of the joy except that perhaps the timeless state yielded such a joy.

 The stillness and silence during dhyaan tells me  "I am wordless and effortless, take refuge here". There is no observer or observed, no witnesser or witnessing, no object, no mind and no time only this RESTFUL JOY which is beyond all and everything.

Ah Master there is nothing to say too.

Pranoms to Guru of all who is making this happen, My Satguru Master Ed.

Rajiv

NOTE TO READERS:

This is what real awakening is like, not the watered down descriptions given by neo-advaitins who do not recommend constant practice and self abidance.