Message to me:
Water flowing through water, as said Mooji, consciousness flowing through consciousness.
In place of my body there is emptiness, and when someone comes close, or something, I become it.
If I walk along the river, in Bangkok, while on the solid ground, my all inside is moving like if I was on a boat on that agitated river. My stomach wants to throw up, my body looses balance, my heart feels ecstatic.
When I walk on a bridge my all body is sucked down like if I was falling.
If a person comes close to me I start to talk with the same accent as that person, and I feel as if her presence/field takes over the empty space of my body.
When I sit to meditate on the beach, my head becomes filled with the water, I feel I am sitting at the bottom of the sea. So beautiful, so dreamlike.
Ed, what a wonder world you brought me in !
Several days before the big realization, exactly 1 year after I started to follow you, you worked on me so much, I would see your face leaving my head several times a day, especially on waking up from nap/sleep.
Without you nothing would have been possible !
And without your teaching of loving every expression of consciousness I would be still lost in the emptiness, not willing to interact anymore with this stupid world.
How lucky I met you, the most complete freedom Teatcher !
And no need to go and catch a parasite in India ! What a saving in flight tickets :)
BUT please, don't stop with me now, I feel I have so much way to go ahead, and it might take the next 20 years or so !
I'd add that a way to love you is to support your help to your helpless kittens, and I think that generosity is a door to open in our heart, through where consciousness can flow in.
What else to say, why even taking time to right this message ?
May be for your love, for your grace Edward.
The show must go on !
Muzika ! Muzika ! Bhajans ! Bhajans ! Freeeedom !!