I HAVE A CONFESSION.
At this moment I could not be happier. My body feels light as a feather, and I am filled with joy. A subtle, very subtle, trembling goes throughout my body, a vibration that feels like a constant, low level, body-wide orgasm.
I wonder why few people come to Satsang, and I really don’t care anymore, because I am happy, totally happy. I just want others to feel this good, to be at peace, to feel bliss, and to know who they are.
So easy. Just trust the method of loving self-inquiry. Go within, look around. Then go within and feel around for evidence that you exist as a feeling, a subtle vibration in your heart or gut. When you find it, keep your presence there. This will grow your sense of presence until it is felt all over and even outside your body, permeating everything. Love that sense of presence, play with it. Accept all other images and feelings that arise because of your self-abiding, whether of joy or sorrow, peace or anger, happiness or deep depression. They are all you, parts you have long been aware, and parts long denied.
The more you practice, the more complete and powerful in Self you become.
Then love another. Feel your love of their existence. That is your own love for your own self.
Then you too can lie in your own easy chair unwilling to move for fear of disturbing your bliss. Not only will it help you, but your happiness and energy will spread—hopefully like a plague of good-will.