Zen master Seung Sahn said you must become dumb as a rock,
meaning see directly, feel directly, act directly, without the intermediary of
thoughts or thinking or of ideas. Depend
only on your own self.
Krishnamurti said do not depend on any external teacher or guru. You have no idea where they got their
teaching. It could have been from their
own experience, or passed on information as part of a book or from their
teacher without having any corresponding experiences. Also, the teachings may be idiosyncratic,
applicable only to them, and not to others with different dispositions and
experience.
Robert Adams said, “You do not exist, the world is not real,
everything comes from mind, everything is a dream, everything is an optical
illusion, ignore your problems, your body is not real, ignore the world because
it is not real, everything is preordained, you can change nothing.” “Instead believe you are consciousness itself.”
You see, Robert was selling his own philosophy of reality
which he got from Ramana Maharshi. Their
story is this: you are not a human being, do not identify with your body, do
not identify with your thoughts your mind, do not identify with waking
consciousness or sleep consciousness, do not identify or be bothered by your
emotions or your situation in life, because you can do nothing because it is
all preordained and you have nothing to do with it anyway because you do not exist. Your only true existence is as the totality
of consciousness. You are that.
You see, Robert and Ramana say throw away all that you
believe yourself to be, body, mind, emotions, family, wife or husband, and
instead become aware of awareness and of consciousness, become aware of the
emptiness between your various thoughts, or the gap when you first wake up but
the mind has not started. This gap, this
space, this silence, is what you are, the substance from which all things come. Ignore everything else, only the listen to
and feel silence, the gap, the emptiness between thoughts and all things. Drop your present identification as a human,
and instead identify with that. With
that new identification will come in peace, total happiness, and immortality.
All these teachings, Seung Sahn, Krishnamurti, Robert Adams,
Ramana, Nisargadatta, all teach you to leave the mind alone, stop the mind or
ignore your mind, but they really give no methods other than to understand that
your mind is the problem that to do various kinds of self- inquiry and
meditation. But if you can begin to
silence the mind, much of what people call suffering will stop, but you still
will not be enlightened or awakened. For
that, you have to get much deeper into your body through sinking your attention
into your heart, and thereby ending the significance of your mind.
Robert’s and Ramana’s teachings for people who are in great
suffering, as was Buddha after he discovered disease, death, starvation, and
war, or more likely for people that are constantly bothered by their minds and
thinking, it can give rapid peace. But
it is not enlightenment it is only stopping the mind. Buddha went off into the desert to the
forests, seeking some way to end all kinds of suffering and found it after
seven years of intense efforts, starvation, and physical abuse, by finding the
middle way, a path to peace through ending all ambition, all attachments, all
pleasures, all sufferings. You see this
was deeper than merely stopping the mind, he said you must get rid of all human
desire and attachments, what Hindu philosophy calls Vasanas.
In other words, Robert is also for people who seek escape
from the world by escaping into a belief system that is totally
incomprehensible to most. Strive to
become nothing, strive to have no attachments, strive to be absolutely silent,
strive to know yourself by questioning everything, including who you are, and
thereby in any idea of who you are.
Now there are other teachings which are not nearly so
negative, and these teachings I give now.
In a way, I feel I am cleaning up after my own teachers, Robert Adams,
and Nisargadatta Maharaj to have gone a long way towards creating the
neoAdvaitin dominant presence in contemporary spirituality. Yes, they gave a
lot of peace to suffering people, and they taught people how to get out of
their minds, their truths depended on accepting only one part of yourself as
the totality of yourself. They taught
you are only consciousness, or you are the void, or you are emptiness, or you
are silence, or you are nothingness as did Nisargadatta, and as such, as a
generic experience, or generic lack of experience, you are immortal. This is an escape from suffering by means of
accepting a philosophy regarding the nature of human existence, and ignoring
all but one small part of that totality, even though it may be a very
significant part, such as consciousness or the void.
The truth is you are all of these things. You are your body. You are your mind. You are your emotions. You are emptiness or the void. You are your energetic sense of presence. You are your relationships with others, they
also help to define you. You are your
family and tribe as well as your race and nationality. Accept all of these things as you. You also are awareness, consciousness,
nothingness, the absolute, and most wondrous of all, God.
I teach you how to know God within yourself, to feel your
own divinity arising within your sense of presence within you.
I teach several methods.
The first is to listen to sacred using, kirtan, and bhajans. They will still the mind and will open your
heart and allow you to find emptiness inside, possibly also love.
The second method is to practice “correct self-inquiry self-
inquiry means to “feel” inside your chest or inside your four head for that
spark of life that makes you you. Feel
that inside of you which makes you feel alive.
You may have to feel for quite some time, and your first experience may
be like small electric spark somewhere inside your chest. Or it might appear as a light inside your
head or brain. When you find that spark
in your chest, feel it, and stay there, and they can grow.
That spark feeling, the sense of I am, will gradually grow
and become a sense of presence, like an energy field throughout the inside of
your body and extending outward a few inches or a few feet into the world. I call this energy body, my sense of
presence, and within that sense of presence you will begin to feel all kinds of
energies flowing, and a sense of presence will feel more real to you than your
physical body.
Eventually that sense of presence will be filled with
energies, and feelings of bliss, and with a sense of love and openness, that
will be conducive to the experience of the divine within yourself.
In any event, even after briefly practicing this way for a
few months, your center of your attention, or as Sasaki Roshi said, your center
of gravity, will drop into your heart or even lower into your gut. When your attention drops into your heart,
eventually your heart will open up feel such wondrous space and relief, as if
you have escape from the prison to a wide open space. You will no longer be bothered by the mind
because your sense of presence will be not centered around your mind anymore,
but your heart, your emotions, your tenderness, your feelings, and you will
live from your heart not your mind.
The third method I teach is to find something or someone to
love, and to love it, or him, or her, with all your might, all your strength,
with a totally open heart, surrendered to that other in divine relationship,
and worshiping that other. If you can do
this totally, where nothing matters to you in life except loving that person or
object, all of the things I have outlined above in methods one and two, will be
given to you spontaneously, as it is coming out of nowhere, but indeed coming
from your own inner self, from that God within you, who reveals himself to you,
by means of loving another. You
recognize that all that drama, love, devotion, worship and surrender that you
have for the other, is really a story and energy process within you, which is
God itself which you have not realized in yourself before, and realize now except
through loving another.
This method of loving another is far more Western than the
other methods. It is relational, not
just so solipsistic, self-involved like listening to Kirtan, or feeling into
your chest for the Lifeforce, both of which can be extremely valuable, but neither
of which is as quick or as powerful as the experiences that can come to finding
God within you through loving another.
This method is also far, far more joyful, and with far more drama and
suffering, which allows you to be a stronger presence within the world.
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