Have you ever experienced a moment in your life where you
feel you have been touched by God? Have
you ever felt like falling to your knees before the awesome presence of the
divine, perhaps in seeing the Grand Canyon, or being in a temple, or listening
to a Bach mass? Is it not that moment that
you keep searching for, to have it again forever.
It is that moment that I am trying to take you to, trying to
tell you that you can obtain this divinity, this rest in your own divine self,
this discovery of yourself through total, surrendered, worship of another,
whether it be a Buddha, Jesus guru, or a
lover.
When you bow before that other, when we love more deeply
than life itself, when you bow your head to the floor and worship her or him,
and feel such grace at being given the opportunity to worship another, you are
beginning to know yourself as the divine, because when you worship God in this
way in another, you know yourself as God also, as the Life Force that lives in
all things, moves all mortal beings unerringly towards the ecstasy of realizing
itself in another and thereby experiencing that same Life force that is
yourself, as yourself.
In total surrender to the other, in total worship of the
other, and becoming totally nothing except love of the other, you are in a
place to finally realize God as the other.
You fall down to your knees, then flat on your face, holding the feet of
your beloved, the divine rushes into you, the bliss and grace descend into you,
and you are completely fulfilled, nothing left to do except lie flat on your
face touching God’s foot. You finally
arrived at what you always wanted. You
have come face-to-face with God, and thereby have been transformed yourself
into the divine.
This was my realization while sitting side-by-side with my Beloved next to a golf course in Sun City Arizona.
I as a person became God by worshiping her. I was filled with enormous power and at the
same time was a complete slave to this goddess whose presence gave me a new
life.
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