Hello Friend,
Oh my, I don't know how to act, react or even
behave after having discovered you, my Friend. Many, many, many thanks for
responding . You know I have written,
sent gifts and contributions to Sri Lakshamanna Swamy and his adopted daughter
Sarada for a couple of years and never received a response from them. So to
hear from an Enlightened One is very exciting and quite the blessing.
My life is going to take a change that is nothing
like I have ever experienced before or ever will again because of your practical
down to earth approach to awakening. I
guess all the prior books seemed to be surrounded in secrecy, the methods
somewhat hazy and the description of the personal feelings they had not
explained.
You are such a blessing Ed, I can barely type this
as the excitement is making this body tremble.
It makes me want to practice that much more.
Many thanks to your direct response as I realize
the past books have made me form concepts about awakening that I am throwing
right into the trash can. This is not a secret, awakening and its process is
about Love and fun and music. My
exposure to you has been just a couple of days and holy crap I have been kicked
two blocks from where I was. And yes we
can say I and I don't have to call you master—you are Ed and my friend and
always will be. Actually maybe Sri
Lakshamanna Swamy help direct me your way.
I Love you Ed,
S.
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Dear Ed,
Recently my life has become even more busy and
oriented towards the outside world.
I feel the martial arts might be a good way to
work with my potential for aggression and even violence which is certainly
there but which I often tend to avoid/block out and which then comes back in
roundabout ways.
The more inward-oriented meditation type
spirituality will probably come back at some point, but now I feel I have
become quite ordinary indeed. At least more "ordinary" than I have
ever been before.
Yet I also feel protected and guided in a way I
can't quite describe, like consciousness is exceptionally benevolent towards
me...
You asked us to think about our reasons for coming
to satsang...
Actually I don't think there is a deeper reason
for me coming at this point, I don't really have expectations.
I love you and enjoy your presence.
I think there's a lot of things I can learn from
you and I have made very good experiences in the past with learning about love,
emotions, accepting myself and others etc.
So I just want to "hang around" as much
as possible, even though the effort going inside I'm making at the moment is
very limited.
Love,
M.
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