21 April 2011

One of our own satsangees has awakened. 
This understanding will just deepen and widen.

Hi Edji, 

I had promised myself not to write to you today but I just had this realization.  I glimpsed at it last night but now it is very clear and it stays with me.  I am everywhere.  I am not the body.  I witness the body from wherever the body happens to be.  Wherever the body goes I am there and I mistakenly believed I was the body.  This is so profound Edji.  And it is so clear.  I am everywhere.  I infuse everything.  I witness everything including this body but I am no longer confused.  I am not the body.  I am not bound to anything.  I am the space that permeates everything.   

Oh Edji, is this correct?   

I love you - you are my liberator.  In deep gratitude. 



As background, J entered total identification with the I Am on Saturday and was in this total identification with the totality and the essence of Consciousness for three days. This state tends to be highly dysfunctional as nothing in the world make sense and the mind does not work.


Then on Tuesday while we were talking on Skype, her realization came, and she started laughing, and laughing, and laughing, for 45 minutes as she looked at her new world in amazement, as a child with no mind.


The next night, again she went deep into the I Am state and again emerged as a new entity, not even a person anymore, but with an identification with all of space, the totality. She was no longer the body.


This morning she wrote the above email of her experience now.


JAI J

16 comments:

  1. Blessed, Blessed, Blessed. So happy for you.

    Mona

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  2. It is not a poetic expression but Edji you do feel like a Buddha factory to me. Very efficient and productive.
    Mass creation of Buddhas in progress...
    Love
    Ruby

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  3. O Janet I am so so happy for you.
    Edji your grace is amazing

    Love Ricky

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  4. " This state tends to be highly dysfunctional as nothing in the world make sense and the mind does not work."

    So, it's probably not a good idea to be in this state when looking after a young child all day, then, as I do?

    I should worry. There's fat chance of my reaching this state: when meditating it's all I can do to stay awake.

    Congratulations to Janet, anyway. I need all the inspiration I can get.

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  5. Edji,
    I am very very happy for Janet!! and also happy that one of our member from this spritual family has awakened! Congrts again Janet!!
    Love,
    Bowing
    Sharjeel

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  6. Oh grace my Lord, a jnani with a warm heart is born.

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  7. WOW

    in awe the heart dances.
    in stillness the mind stands.
    in ecstasy the body raptures.

    Exhilarated infinite bows.

    way to go.

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  8. Congratulations, Janet!
    Matthew

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  9. Thank you all,

    Edji is Love itself - infinite and all embracing.

    I bow in deep gratitude,
    Janet

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  10. And Janet, I bow down to you in deepest gratitude for you have opened my heart, making me love itself! From now on your presence will always be felt at Satsang.

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  11. More, you have made me the guru. With Rajiv, the words I spoke to him came from outside me, as Consciousness speaking through me. But with you, it is me speaking, my heart speaking. I own it. Now I know the way for so many because of you.

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  12. Namaskar to Edji, Rajivji and Janet,

    The pure love felt is amazing and I am just so grateful to be present to witness this at this time. All here are blessed for sure for just being present. Love you all.

    Mona

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  13. "And Janet, I bow down to you in deepest gratitude for you have opened my heart, making me love itself! From now on your presence will always be felt at Satsang."

    "More, you have made me the guru. With Rajiv, the words I spoke to him came from outside me, as Consciousness speaking through me. But with you, it is me speaking, my heart speaking. I own it. Now I know the way for so many because of you."

    WHAT BEAUTY & HUMBLENESS.

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