Realizing the Manifest Self--the Life Force permeating our humanity--and the Unmanifest source from which it arises.
21 April 2011
I was going mad searching, seeking, questioning, practising Taoist Warrior Monk Kung Fu, then Osho Sannyas school for Centring and Zen Martial Arts working my butt off centring mind, energy and action through hard, arduous effort for years, then out of the blue Nisargadatta Maharaj.
Things started making sense but I couldn’t get him fully, then again out of the blue Ramana came, so strongly I could not doubt it, although I could feel him I couldn’t fully get him, so more study and intensity. Then yesterday out of the blue like a thunderbolt Robert Adams appeared and on your site too, while I was looking for something quite different.Robert was one of the teachers that I totally ignored, but this time I was inexplicably pulled like a magnet. The effect was like dynamite, finally a click then I just seemed to move to different sites, I finally got one of his chants and some of his spoken word samples and the dynamic effect was incredible.
Something has profound has triggered; then back to your site again; much reading and absorbing all night, then today I woke up feeling totally different.
I went back on your site and went through the chants, suddenly I was literally shaking with energy and presence, freezing cold and red hot, strong as a bull through one chant ‘I will sing your name’ ,trancing out, rising up, incredible.
I wrote his name almost involuntarily Robert Adams and I saw clearly in a flash Sam, Ram, Adam, Rama, Ramdas, it was mad and incredible and still not complete. Energy and trancing is still kicking off alongside a vast profound silence; I was suddenly pulled to speak to you after watching one of your Satsangs, so if it is alright with you, I want to phone you. Once only will be enough because I clearly reckon I’m not mad and your attention-mind on me - even for a second - will ground the whole thing in me.
So send me your numberand even if it’s only a hello that will be enough and I will ditch your number and won’t hassle you with questions, because the way I see it it’s between me and you, a one off.
You are in the body, you can stabilize what is happening and it will remain personal. It is no coincidence I went on your site because believe me, I knew it all and was not seeking instruction from anyone. The synchronicity of events leading up to this is amazing, even down to someone bringing in a cat and asking me to look after it, a thing that has never happened before, then I see you with cats and a trigger comes when you were talking about Robert crying when one of your cats died, it was mad, but too sane not to be just right.
The most ridiculous thing possible, enlightenment on the internet while looking for an entirely different site for an entirely different reason, whatever did that, I trust.
So here’s hoping to hear from you in the Spirit of the Way