I'll
tell you a secret. You cannot understand Robert using your mind, because
ultimately his teachings are about what you and he are before the mind ads
thinking, evaluating, judging. He ultimately speaks about what you are before
the first thought arises. Yet Robert
talks endlessly.
I
just did a word count on all of the transcripts posted on the Internet, about
2,300+ pages with an average word count of 600 words per page for a total of
over 1,400,000 words.
During
his talks Robert tells jokes, tells stories, talks about Ramana, Nisargadatta,
Laksmanan, his own experiences in India and with his family. He also speaks of many concepts that will be
strange to beginners in spirituality. He
will talk about Satchitananda, AKA Existance-Knowledge-Bliss. He will talk about Brahman, Self,
non-existence, that you are not your body or mind, that you don't exist,
emptiness, the Void, self-illumined Consciousness, bliss, self-realization, and
many other things.
Once
you seriously begin to observe yourself, look into your inner nature, feel into
your sense of existence, all kinds of magical things begin to happen. The things you will discover, the experiences
you will have, are explained in words by the philosophies of Advaita Vedanta
and Kashmir Shaivism. These are two
complicated philosophical systems used to explain the problems of life and
death as experienced by sages thousands of years ago.
One
can get a good understanding of what these concepts mean in systematized form
by reading the books of Jan Esmann or Swami Shankarananda. I recommend Shankarananda's
"Consciousness is Everything" as an overview and synthesis for those
who need to "feel" their way into Robert's teachings by getting many mouths
full of "intellectual food" to help sate the hungry mind.
As
Robert repeats over and over again, "Your mind is not your
friend." Indeed, for Robert the
ultimate state is found in silence, no thought, no ideas, in complete rest, in
complete motionlessness. But this state
is not easily acquired. The mind wants to place itself first and is always
interrupting what you are doing with a question, a doubt, a song fragment, a
memory, and so on, chattering endlessly.
You
have to turn your attention inwards, towards your inner Self, towards the
internal emptiness from which all thoughts, images, daydreams, songs, the
ringing in your ears, come, and by so doing, you begin to open yourself to the
wonder that you are, and states of bliss, peace, and understanding you would
have never encountered unless you had followed Robert's guidance to turn
within. He'd say, ignore your body; you
are not your body. Ignore the world, it
is not real. What you see is the construct
of your mind. Your mind takes raw
experience and creates a 3-dimensional interpreted world. Robert asks you to ignore that external world
because it is not real, it is a fiction created by your mind, and the only way
to experience reality is by observing with a silent mind, not analyzing it, by
observing with a very relaxed mind not intent on figuring out one's own
experience.
In
this way you begin to experience yourself and the world without the veil of
ignorance created by all the inaccurate ideas you have about your self and the
world. You begin to experience the
emptiness inside you, the Void. You
begin to see the Light of Consciousness illuminating that emptiness. Ultimately you are trying to be in a
perfectly resting state of mind in order to experience your own self and the
world as they really are.
Thus
you begin to walk a path from having a mind full of concepts, and turn within
to see who you are with fresh eyes. And
thus proceding, wonderful new vistas open within you, opening you to bliss, to
understanding, to long hidden emotional states, to emptiness, quietness, peace,
etc.
All
the states and experiences you will have on the way to complete silence and
emptiness, is that which is described by the philosophies of Advaita Vedanta,
Kashmir Shaivism, and Tantra. States of
bliss, energy, love, devotion, surrender, and then more bliss. Finally, after a long period you come to rest
in yourself, in utter peace, completeness, having witnessed and experienced all
the truths of all philosophies and coming to rest in the truth of yourself
which falls entirely outside of all those philosophies and ideas.
So,
when you read Robert, do so with a mind as empty as possible, not trying to
understand, analyze, memorize, etc., but with an open, receptive mind, an
innocent mind. If you read with a mind
full of another teacher's teachings, you won't be able to understand Robert.
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