I watched your Satsang today and OMG! I
I love that I truly understand you now.
I love that I know I am a co creator now.
I use to blame everything and everyone for
my life not knowing I was creating it all the
whole time. I love because of free will God
Is always being surprised by itself. It gives
life and we get to be little creators of this
given life. Oh its so beautiful and such a
I saw u cry and I know
that cry, I love that cry. It's a cry of
perfection from the being to the end. A cry
of beauty. I know the knowledge of past
lives I had. How lucky Edji that we get to
be the ones that experience and we get to
be the ones who allow God to know itself,
experience itself. I love being alive Edji.
Gratitude becomes a constant and I was
missing that I needed that.
I love that there are no good and bad ,right or wrong.
That's a human experience. So the bad is
the exact same as the good to the source;
it loves us just because we experience. My
purpose is to experience and I believe the
best orgasm for the source is to remember
itself thru the human consciousness .
Edji without you I wouldn't have found the
strength to keep trying and keep going.
I know that nothingness, I thought the void
would be black but it seemed to me to be a
bright light. I didn't know tho until I was
out of it. There was no body to know it
just was. I could be wrong but I feel a
knowingness a place in me feels like its
in my solar plexus tells me truths. It feels
like fear is in the bottom half of myself. I
cannot leave this world behind because I
wouldn't be able to do what I was made for; to
Great Satsang Edji. Sorry
I missed the others. I love u so much. Guess
What?? I love me too. Not my body me,but
The real me. The me that's you and the
me that's everyone else. If not for last
summer all the pain I had, the broken
heart, I wouldn't be where I am today...
Happy as fuck!