The hip replacement surgery got me out of a rut.
For the past two years I have been swimming in bliss associated with Self-Reaization, and a kind of personal sense of ownership of everything. All is me as it arises and it arsies in every differing forms.
For the past two years I have been swimming in bliss associated with Self-Reaization, and a kind of personal sense of ownership of everything. All is me as it arises and it arsies in every differing forms.
Since surgery I have been in only one state of consciousness
where there is little to no difference between sleep, waking, and dream
consciousness, and the easy flowing of experience settled down to only one
state. No longer able to turn off
consciousness and go to sleep or dream.
Then last night I slept again for the first time since surgery. And today, the original shower experience of
awakening to no-me, no-phenomena, no self awareness/consciousness
returned. I was not real again. Not
human. Not a form. Not even an image or a thought. I was nothing, and I was blissful and
laughing at the same time. WHAT UTTER
PEACE; WHAT UTTER BLISS!
The Ashtavakra Gita best describes what I am today, the same
as 1995, but with exquisite and ever more subtle bliss. http://www.wearesentience.com/uploads/7/2/9/3/7293936/ashtavakra_gita__byrom.pdf
This “body/mind” suffered the severe shock of surgery sending the whole apparatus to cycle again from the beginning, but this time with exquisite bliss.
This “body/mind” suffered the severe shock of surgery sending the whole apparatus to cycle again from the beginning, but this time with exquisite bliss.
FANTASTIC!!!
ReplyDeleteMatthew
A very little bit I think I can understand how your bliss must feel..After 6 months of doing the falling backwards exercise to me that in comparison little, but to me unbelievable bliss your condition must be out of any description.All the best. I love you, as I do everybody.
ReplyDeleteNow you see there is no body and all experiences are just an after thought.
ReplyDeleteAll really is well and everything is unfolding as it should.
I am very pleased that all is well. It sounds like you are too Edji :)
ReplyDeleteMark UK