13 October 2012



ONLINE SATSANG TODAY!


The Inner Movement of Loss and Death. Death has its own presence.



Saturday, OCTOBER 13 at 6 PM Pacific time, 9 PM Eastern Daylight Savings time, 10 PM Sao Paulo.


Enter the password: edji

This will take you to a page with a lot of instructions and a large grey box with a rotating “eye.” It will again ask you for a password. Use the word “edji.”

It will then offer four ways to enter the chatroom, click on “guest.”

It will ask you for a user name. Use any name you want.

You will then come to the chat screen, and in the upper left corner, there is a blue button labeled: Start Broadcasting. Click it.

Then it will ask what camera and microphone you want to use, or it will start one for you automatically.

DO NOT USE GOOGLE CHROME AS A BROWSER; THE CHATROOM DOES NOT WORK WITH CHROME. USE MICROSOFT EXPLORER WHICH I DO KNOW WORKS.

Ten people are allowed on screen at once, and another 90 are allowed to here Satsang but not have their videos us. You can choose not to have your video up if you want to sneak

5 comments:

  1. Satsang will be at 1 am GMT

    http://wwp.greenwichmeantime.com/

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  2. Thanks for the Satsang Ed.

    There are many ways to experience death. Death of a loved one, death of a dream, death of a relationship...death meaning the 'end' of something that was dear to us or something that held a place in our lives for a time.

    To feel this death is to feel deeply those moods and emotions that arise as a result. The dense depression that weights heavily on the body making it almost impossible to be mobile, then the lessening of that density which feels like a deep profound sadness; which for me, is often accompanied with tenderness and tears that flow without warning.

    The bitter ache and gnawing, insatiable hunger that becomes the voice of my heart as it longs for, wishes for, and craves the return of that loved one and the overwhelming devastation of knowing there is no return...the utter despair of the finality of it all.

    I felt this most deeply with the death of my childhood dog who was my best friend, and more recently 8 years ago as I lie in a hospital room holding the dead body of my 20 week old baby boy and presently as I face the death of a 30 year marital relationship,

    Oh death, I know your sting!

    I am not as strong as you are Ed, but you do show me that it is possible to be with the intense emotions that have been and will continue to arise.

    With Great Love!

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  3. hi Lila !
    yes , death in the life looks like the refrain of a chant , it always comes back and very quickly .Thank you to share all that great sufferings with us !
    It was a very hard satsang ...i didn't understand every thing but it seemed as Edj had opened his heart to us and asked we do the same thing and we could see how it was bleeding with all that loss and death he met...and in spite of all that sufferings there was also Love ! But Edj seems so tired and so alone ...terrible to see that !!!
    i don't know why but tonight all my body and my heart were on fire
    much love for you and for Edj
    sylviane

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  4. Hi Sylviane, I did not feel him as tired and alone, but I did feel deep love and warmth. I felt embraced; I felt safe to be able to open even more to the depression, sadness, loss and feelings of being withdrawn that have been with me for the past 3 weeks.

    And this morning when I woke up, they were all much deeper and richer for several hours. Then I began to notice brief moments of happiness float through me like clouds, coming and going in a teasing sort of way.

    These feelings of depression, sadness, withdrawal, loss...are like any other feelings. It's just that we live in such a shallow society; a society that says if we are not full of energy, happy, successful, getting things done, making lots of money, being productive...that there must be something wrong with us.

    There is no allowance for being useless, for being depressed or withdrawn. These are seen as 'negative' affects. Hmmm, I wonder what makes them so? They cannot be avoided; at some point they will visit every life and stay as long as they wish.

    I am thankful that Ed has chosen to indulge these feelings as deeply as he has. It has given me the permission and courage to do the same thing, and I am less afraid of these feelings than ever and more willing to let them run their course and cut as deep as possible.

    It matters less and less to me what arises, my preferences for what I'd like to be feeling are less and less, and this makes for a happier more contented me.

    Thanks Ed, you're the greatest!

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  5. I am thankful that Ed has chosen to indulge these feelings as deeply as he has. It has given me the permission and courage to do the same thing, and I am less afraid of these feelings than ever and more willing to let them run their course and cut as deep as possible.

    dear Lila ,
    Thank you a lot to describe and explain as well how what Edj is teaching works in you ! It seems very clear like you are describing the processus and his evolution .
    I am very happy to share with you !
    much love
    sylviane

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