It is so remarkable I feel now that my health is beginning
to return. My bladder is no longer spastic, my peeing no longer painful, my gut
no longer so bloated with constipation, my wheezing from infectious bronchitis
abating. Even during the time though, that I was distracted by all the ills of
my body, I was still aware that I was not the body or the thinking about the
body or worries about the body. I was still aware of myself as spirit, entirely
separate from the entirety of the manifestation of materiality.
However yesterday I began feeling a new delight. As the pain
distractions he eased, as I sat quietly in my recliner, I felt the most gentle
breath of God which appeared as a cool, translucent fire extending from the
floor to the ceiling which entirely engulfed me in the room and lifted my
gentle spirit up in feather arms of bliss. These cooling translucent waves
flowed back and forth like the entire room was on fire with the breath of God,
so light, so restful, so relaxing and accepting, so loving in its gentle touch
and support. And now I feel this gentle breath in me and around me all the time
as a movement of energy that does not interact with this body but is only with
me as spirit.
If only I could better convey directly to my students the
bliss I feel now or even the most basic God realization that I felt when I was
very ill. Even that was worth a thousand pieces of gold. No treasure of this
earth can touch the breath of God I am feeling at all times now.
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