Email sent to me; a wonderful breakthrough!
I am feeling so lazy and uninterested in the external world. I want to lie down and simply be. I can't begin to describe the total despair I feel at not being able to just be, and the effort it feels to actually go out and be with my family. I feel like crying and my family labels it as depression. They don't know the joy I feel at simply being in myself, alone, lost in my beingness. It is effortless to be happy for me now. I simply redirect my attention inwardly and I can access my bliss. I simply am happy to be, to exist in a effortless being, simply being. Nothing out there is of interest to me now.
Ed: So, so magnificent! I hope this state sticks around for a while! But at least you now can access the bliss states so easily and it will happen even more easily in the future.