Siddharameshwar,
Nisargatta’s teacher, had a model of Consciousness and a larger reality that
included the Absolute which was outside of Consciousness, and which knew
Consciousness.
Consciousness
had four levels, the waking body and world seen, the Subtle Body, the Causal
Body, and the “deepest” level, Turiya, or the Fourth State of Consciousness,
also the home of the I Am, also known as the love/bliss body.
The
aspirant was to start an inquiry for Self, the sense of existence, in the
waking body/world state, and gradually go deeper and deeper following the I,
not the I-thought, but the feeling I am, penetrating through the subtle body
with all of its energies, the mind, visions, emotions, voids, emptiness, space
and time.
After
penetrating the Subtle Body, one had to follow the I Am through the Causal Body
of complete unknowing, the complete absence of knowledge, even of the self.
Finally,
the aspirant penetrates through that body and emerges in the root level
Consciousness, Turiya, the love/bliss body, and dwells in Satchitananda,
existence/knowledge/bliss. This is the
level of the Deepest Self, one’s True Nature as manifest Consciousness, as the entirety
of the world and Self and beyond.
However,
even here the aspirant cannot rest, for he or she sees that he or she is apart
from the witnessed Consciousness, including the Self. This one who is apart he called the Witness
which contained the principle of knowing Consciousness, but the Witness was not
Consciousness, but was beyond it, untouched, unborn, the ultimate subject of
everything witnessed as object.
So,
there was Consciousness, our manifest or phenomenal existence, with its four
levels, and the Absolute which was entirely beyond existence in the sense it
was the unmanifest, noumenal, in Kant’s terminology, the thing-in-itself, not
as it is viewed as a phenomenon. You could call this the subject of all that is
experienced, including the Self, both personal and divine, as found in Turiya.
Thus
we are both an Absolute, an unseeable, unfeelable, unknowable witness, and the
totality of Consciousness that is the entirety of our manifest existence,
including the love/bliss body and the divine.
Ultimately we are beyond even God and Self according the
Siddharameshwar.
Ramana
Maharshi had a similar model except he included the Absolute within
Consciousness and called it Turiyatta.
To
both these lineages, Consciousness was self-contained, it did not depend on
anything outside itself. For
Nisargadatta, the Absolute was his truest nature, and Consciousness was merely
a picture show he watched from beyond consciousness.
Using
this model we can understand the differing paths of the Jnani and Bhakti.
The
Jnani, using his mind and inner visual sense watches, watches and watches
Consciousness endlessly, penetrating the different levels perhaps in a linear fashion
as per the model, perhaps not in a personal, idiosyncratic mode.
Although
he passes through the Subtle body, it is not done with the intent of enjoying
it, but to see that it does not contain either the I Am, or the Self. The intent was the see that what was here in
the Subtle body, was not ‘me’.
Next,
the unknowing principle of the Causal body was explored, then Turiya, where the
Self lives, and still, the ultimate subject is not found until the aspirant
realizes that it is the ultimate subject that has been witnessing the entire
seeking, and there the Jnani finds his rest, disidentifying even with the Self
of Turiya, the energies, ecstasies, and mental elements of the Subtle Body, as
well as the entirety of the body/world consciousness we live in on a day to day
basis.
Note: It is not easy to find this
understanding of Nisargadatta and Ranjit unless you carefully read the works of
their teacher, Siddharameshwar. It needs
to be noted here that this model talks about levels of Consciousness far beyond
the “here and now” teachers of experience in the Now, the “present” of everyday
“beingness.” For these neo-Advaitins, Consciousness is whatever is happening in
awareness in the now, whatever arises.
For Siddharameshwar, this would amount only in attending to the most
superficial level of Consciousness of the body/world, and would never result in
Self-Realization which takes place in Turiya.
Self-Realization
takes place on two levels: 1. where the aspirant identifies with the witnessing
subject, and disidentifies with Consciousness, and 2. where the aspirant finds
the divine, the Self within Turiya, the love/bliss body and identifies with it.
Nisargadatta,
the Jnani, primarily identifies himself with the non-existence of the Absolute,
as “existence” is a property of objects in Consciousness, and not of anything
that lies beyond Consciousness.
Now
we can make a tremendous discovery: The two different Self-Realizations are
usually accessed differently. The Jnani
is really only interested in the Absolute and intentionally ignores the
qualities of the levels of Consciousness because he is really only interested
in the ultimate, that which is beyond heaven and earth, beyond existence and
Consciousness.
AS
SUCH, HE OFTEN FAILS TO EXPERIENCE THE SELF-REALIZATION FOUND IN TURIYA, THE
LOVE/BLISS BODY, AND HIS REALIZATION IS NOT COMPLETE UNTIL HE TURNS THE CORNER
AWAY FROM ONLY AN IDENTIFICATION WITH THE ABSOLUTE, BUT WHO THEN RETURNS TO
CONSCIOUSNESS TO FIND THE DIVINE SELF IN TURIYA FOR A SECOND SELF-REALIZATION
EXPERIENCE AS THE DIVINE AND AS LOVE/ECSTASY.
That
is, at this point the Jnani becomes a Bhakti, more and more identifying with
the tantalizing bliss/love/ecstasies of embodied Consciousness. He is returning to the world, the so-called
return to the marketplace of flesh and bone, of life and death.
At
this point, the Jnani turned Bhakti can freely identify with everything at all
levels of Consciousness from the unknowing of the Causal Body, to the ecstasy
love of Turiya, to the energies experienced in the Subtle body, and finally
down to the non-fixed nature of waking consciousness and the world, no longer
experienced through a network of thought, it becomes a flowing thing,
non-fixed, where even intentions can remake the world. Thus he enters the world of magic, or
co-creation, of healing energies, flowing auras, inner lights and continuous
ecstasies, surrender to Consciousness and bliss.
The
point is the Jnani has turned the corner from witnessing, watching, analyzing, ultimately
gaining identity with the Absolute, to feeling, to embracing love, ecstasies,
energies and a flowing reality with its visions, intentionalities, and subtle
body entities.
Now
we can make another discovery. The
person who is devotionally constituted, the person who loves and desires to
serve and who would never injure a flea, has a very different path towards
Self-Realization.
This
person is more feeling and kinesthetically oriented. This person is more likely
a woman with intense internal burning fires, a fiery emotionality, and a tremendous
need and aptitude for love. This is the
Bhakta. Her path is so very different
from the Jnana. The Jnani proceeds step
by step, exploring his inner world ever more deeply, with an exclusionary
attitude of I Am “not-this, not-this.”
The
Bhakti on the other hand, explores with an inclusionary attitude of, “Oh my
God! I am this, and this, and this too!”
In other words, as the layers of consciousness are explored, the Bhakti
owns each one, identifies with each new level, each new experience and incorporate
it into herself.
Thus
she proceeds into deeper and deeper levels of exploration until she enters
Turiya and thereby finds the source of all the ecstasies, blisses and visions
she has been experiencing for years at the level of the Subtle Body. She finds her God or goddess within, and
finds she is it, as well as all the levels of Consciousness she has explored to
that point, identified with, and then integrated into herself. Hers is a path from the very personal to the impersonal
of God, of such great ecstasy, bliss, surrender to Consciousness that is beyond
mere human knowing. Her states are far beyond anything she could have known or
even considered just a few years before.
At
this point she is a complete saint, a shepherd of all things, a compassionate
presence mitigating the harshness of Consciousness. Yet, even she needs to turn
a corner too, aware from the bliss-Consciousness, to the emptiness of the
Absolute, because she realizes at this point that though she is all powerful,
all loving, all-sentient, she is beyond even all this, and she recognizes in
Consciousness, that which is beyond Consciousness, the Absolute. She realizes her non-being nature, her
unmanifest, unpresence. She has turned the
corner towards the Absolute of the Jnani, and the
Jnani-identification/realization as the subject, the Absolute.
For
both the Jnani and the Bhakti, there is complete joy in turning the
corner. For the Jnani, a whole new realm
of existence has opened up as he begins to explore and own all of that which he
rejected before: The existence/knowledge/bliss of the Self, the complete peace
of Unknowing, all the energies, bliss and powers of the Subtle Body as he
begins a return journey of owning everything within Consciousness as himself.
For
the Bhakti, she finds rest after a lifetime of ecstatic and painful emotionality,
surrender, and of intense involvement in surrender and service to the suffering
masses, animals, etc.
Also,
the Jnani realizes at this point that the whole model of the four levels of
Consciousness and the Absolute behind that is really nonsense. The model was only useful as a pointer, a
suggestion of a sequence of experiences he would pass through on the way to the
ultimate Self-Realization. The model is
not real, but was a crutch used to attain an understanding of his nature as the
Absolute. At this point he drops all
models of reality and begins seeing it in the raw, without the mind’s
interpretation based on models or his past conditioning.
This
is where things get interesting, because he begins to realize that nothing is
as it seems, or has seemed in the past.
The
world is not real as he felt before. The
underlying things he knew before become a flowing, a fluxing of space and
time. There is no solidity in the world,
and everything changes, reacts quickly and easily to the power of one’s own intentionality. The world becomes an entertainment and a
plaything. He has visions increasingly of
things and entities not seen by ordinary perception. His world is not solid and true, but ever
changing, wild, insane, and dynamic beyond measure. It is a world of magic and cannot be
described in words, and even art and poetry fall short as they are only
symbolic representations of the real, and only someone who also experiences the
underlying reality could “get” the symbolic connection.
Seung
Sahn Soen Sah referred to this part of one spiritual path as the return to the
marketplace, from awakening, to becoming a regular person again. It is a world of magic, ritual, healing
energies, intentionality, auras and visions.
By
“intentionality” I mean the cooperative co-creation of reality by the
individual aware of a separate personal existence, and the Self of All,
Consciousness as manifest reality. They
are not separate, but the connection has to be realized.
Here
the mind is no longer functioning except out of habit, but the Jnani/Bhakti
ignores it, living instead from the heart, in silence, experiencing continual
flowing of reality, sometimes in bliss, sometimes in emptiness, sometimes in
deadness.
Each
day is new and nothing ever remains the same. Everything is always ever
changing and flowing. There is no secure
ground to stand on, and the Jnani shines, or he is home in a land of magic,
love, compassion, endlessly involved in and exploring inner and outer worlds,
which are neither inner nor outer, and in complete happiness and joy.
The
Jnani does not think. His gaze is fixed
on the underlying changing flux of the “real” world as experienced without
conceptual stabilization. He does not live in the world of the person who has
never explored himself, and has not gone beyond present beingness.
You
can get a taste of this world by just sitting in silence wherever you are and
look straight ahead with unfixed vision at some objects or a wall. Look with no thought, a suspended mind, look
from an awareness not centered in the head, but from an awareness centered in
the heart, a still heart.
You
can begin to see reality flow, shapes changing, flowing. The walls begin to move, to swirl, and each
object has an aura. Many have seen such
things but hardly note these experiences because they “know” that the world and
objects are stable and solid. They
dismiss these experiences as illusory, or as mirages or hallucinations, but in
fact, are glimpses of an underlying reality that is not fixed.
As
a matter of fact, this is the day to day reality of the mystic and the advanced
Bhakti. The world is an ever changing
entertainment filled with magic, bliss, but also at times, hellacious emotional
and physical pain and upheaval that needs to be suffered and managed, and
finally transcended by finding the layer of joy/ecstasy that underlies even the
most severe emotional or physical “pain.”
Also,
this is this world that many of us are teaching from. We show people their world is not as they
have thought ot imagined, and they become awakened to the mystery of ordinary reality,
which is no longer ordinary, and eventually to their own True Selves by means
of exploring their perceptions and feelings in real time, as well as the
energies and bliss of the Subtle Body, which gradually leads them deeper and
deeper towards Turiya and the Absolute.
Rather
than the “not this” exclusionary approach of the Jnani, this aspirant uses an
Bhakti-like inclusionary exploration of the various levels of Consciousness,
gradually unlearning everything they ever learned about themselves and their
world until they have a transcendental awakening to Self and the Absolute.
At
this point, there is no more to be explored, nothing more to attain, but only
to exist within a matrix of reality that flows, with or without a personal
sense of self depending on time, place and identification, with each moment
being a new discovery and unfolding.
In
the end, the Bhakti becomes the Jnani and the Jnani the Bhakti, living in
co-creating reality habitation with the Divine which is also us. It should be
understood that this model just presented is only a model, only a pointer that
suggests one model of spiritual development and stages. But there are many
models of reality and development, from the various Buddhist and Sufi models
with emphasis on either understanding or feeling/love, and even Christianity
and Judaism, such as the writings of Christian mystics and their spiritual
unfoldment.
Reading this puts a once troubled mind at ease and brings me back to the heart, to stillness, feeling and peace... Thank you, Edji!
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Adhyshanti also talks about the second step out of the dryness of the Absolute back into the wetness of the form ...
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Lars
Thanks, Edji.
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Matthew